感謝翻譯，翻的真好
Feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
感覺我的腦裡已經下了幾百天的雨
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
盯著鏡子，試圖尋找另一張臉
And I get so tired of putting out fires and making up lies
我真的不想再處理這些麻煩與捏造謊言
Checking my eyes for some kinda light, but
還得看看我的眼裡是否還有光芒
Nothing’s inside and it
但裡面只有一片虛無
Feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
感覺我的腦裡已經下了幾百天的雨
And I
而我
Say I hate you when I don’t
明明現在不恨你卻說我恨你
Push you when you get too close
只要你太接近我就會推開你
It’s hard to laugh
笑不出來
When I’m the joke
因為我就是那個笑話
But I can’t do this on my
但我無法自己處理這一切
Only you can save me from my
只有你能幫我擺脫
Lack of self-control
這無法自控的狀態
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
有時壞事就是會取代那些好事的所在之處
I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
我已經祈求寬恕數百次
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
那些缺乏誠意的道歉連我自己都信了
And it’s not unfair I’m asking for prayers but
我認為要求別人為我祈求並不算過分
Nobody cares
可沒有人在乎
Going nowhere like falling downstairs
就像跌下樓梯毫無方向時
While everyone stares
每個人都只是冷眼旁觀
No one’s there when I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
我已經祈求寬恕數百次，卻沒人站在我這邊
And I
而我
Say I hate you when I don’t
明明現在不恨你卻說我恨你
Push you when you get too close
只要你太接近我就會推開你
It’s hard to laugh
笑不出來
When I’m the joke
因為我就是那個笑話
But I can’t do this on my
但我無法自己處理這一切
Only you can save me from my
只有你能幫我擺脫
Lack of self-control
這無法自控的狀態
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
有時壞事就是會取代那些好事的所在之處
No, I’m just taking a shot / ah
不，我只是正在嘗試
Maybe I’m just too eager / oh
也許是我太急躁了
Maybe I lost the plot / ha
可能我搞砸了一切
I used to pity some people / I
以前我還會嘲笑那些人
Said they were missing a spine / yeah
說他們是沒骨氣的傢伙
Maybe the problem is ego / maybe the
但也許問題是我的自尊心
Maybe the problem is mine / really I’m fine
也許問題就在我，但我實際上好的很
Don’t get too intimate, don’t get too curious
別靠太近，也別太好奇
This is just feeling like it’s not that serious
這感覺似乎沒那麼嚴重
Stare at the ceiling / feeling delirious
盯著天花板，感到一陣恍惚
Fuck all your empathy I want your fury ’cause I will just
去你的同情心，我只想要你的怒火
Tell you I’m better then / better then
因為我會告訴你，我比你想像得更好
Spit out my medicine / medicine, ay
吐出我的那些藥片
Drunk on adrenaline / -drenaline, ay
沉醉在腎上腺素裡
And I don’t know why I
但我不知道為什麼
Say I hate you when I don’t
明明現在不恨你卻說我恨你
Push you when you get too close
只要你太接近我就會推開你
It’s hard to laugh
笑不出來
When I’m the joke
因為我就是那個笑話
But I can’t do this on my
但我無法自己處理這一切
Only you can save me from my
只有你能幫我擺脫
Lack of self-control
這無法自控的狀態
And I won’t make excuses for the pain I caused us both
我不會為自己對我們兩人造成的傷害去找藉口
So thank you for always standing by me even though
謝謝你一直陪在我身邊，儘管
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
有時壞事就是會取代那些好事的所在之處
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