再次轉換曲風XD
這次來分享個蠻有名的歌手 Bazzi
其實我最近都聽偏 rap 和 pop的歌曲
也發現一個新的法國rapper 有機會下次來分享個
Bazzi應該很多人知道他
我第一首認識他也是從這首Mine開始
這首真的紅，應該不少人聽過吧？
他的風格就是這種rap&pop結合
這次翻譯的是他2019年發的專輯 Soul Searching
那時一聽，專輯的歌都很喜歡，直接收藏了
而且我覺得這專輯名稱超到位（就是其中一首歌）
因為這專輯的歌真的有種Bazzi在找尋自我的感覺
而且順序編排也很好
而我這次選擇這首歌感覺或許不會是大多數人的選擇
但我覺得歌詞很真，我很喜歡～
所以就翻譯了... XD
Conversations With Myself
Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here
我時常懷疑為何能在這地位
Or if I have the strength to persevere
還有我是否有毅力撐下去
Sometimes I feel like I'm somebody else
我時常覺得我不像自己
Who's going mental with they mental health
心理健康出了問題
Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone
我時常懷疑我會不會獨自死去
'Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls
因為孤獨的人總有寂寞的心
Sometimes I think about a younger me
我時常想起以前的我
If he'd be proud of the man he sees
他是否會滿意現在的我
I guess I'm rich, I made it out my town
我有錢，我也成名了
I played in front of thousands, you know I shut it down
我在上千名觀眾前表演，你知道我有多搶手
Look, little Bazzi, I'm living out our dreams
小時候的我，欸你看！我正活在夢想中
Mama cry every time we on the TV
媽媽每次看到我上電視都哭了
Got a fancy car, we got a fancy crib
我有好車，我有豪宅
And you couldn't even dream of the girl that you with
甚至跟夢想中的女生在一起
Remember all your idols and the people that we love
還記得你的偶像和崇拜的人
I met 'em at a party, we was all doin' drugs
我和他們在派對上認識，還一起嗑藥
We's all doin'
全部一起
Jesus
耶穌
I think I need, I think I need some
我想我需要
Jesus
耶穌
Rich enough and sad as fuck, I'm Lonely
有錢到爆但空虛到極點，我好孤單
Oh, I am, I am, I am, I'm so Lonely
喔，我真的好孤單
I'm the man, I guess I am, but I'm still
我是幸運之人，我想是吧，但我還是...
What's funny is
好笑的是
Is my whole life I thought making money and being praised
我以為在人生中賺大錢和受人推崇
Would give me some kind of happiness
會得到前所未有的快樂
And I wanted those things because I was concerned
而我一直追求是因為我很在乎
About what everyone else thought of me
在乎每個人期望的我
I wanted to feel loved, I wanted to feel accepted
我想要被愛，我想要被認可
And then I realized that I could never feel
然而我才明白我無法代替
(Jesus) anybody's pain or their happiness
他人而活
I could only feel mine. And the car (Jesus)
我只能替自己而活，這些車子
And the house, and the fame never made me feel
這些房子和名氣從來沒有讓我得到
Anything except separated (lonely) and intoxicated
任何東西除了分離感和迷失感
And honestly kinda grossed
說實話甚至有點噁心
Don't get me wrong (I'm so lonely) nice things are fun
別會錯意，這些東西很好
I like nice things
我喜歡過好日子
But you just can't base your human value on them
但你就是不能用它們來評斷人最珍貴的東西
Because at the end of the day
因為在死亡面前
They don't mean anything
這些東西並沒有任何意義
If I'm not happy, I'm a sad guy in a nice car
如果我不快樂，我就是坐在好車裡的悲慘男人
If I don't have any real friends or family
如果我沒有真朋友或家人
I'm just a lonely guy in a big home, damn
我只是個在別墅裡的孤單男人
