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Regrettably
It seems my dad wants to cut ties with me
Since he didn’t want to buy me slippers (I didn’t need them)
So much so that he didn't want to help me cut guava
I knew it
He has been trying to make me a more independent person
do you know
I don’t think you can take me out to ride a bicycle in the future.
Don’t take me out on any future trips.
I just want to live in this home
Wait until the issue of my military service is resolved
I will find a full-time job to support myself
not dependent on parents
I will never care about my parents again
as you wish
But I will never get married and have children
As long as I can maintain my basic life and entertainment, that's fine
I'm tired
I keep acting like this psychological drama
I am so tired
I feel like I don't want to do anything
my intuition tells me
I can't go into detail on these issues.
This will only make the situation more serious
What matters now is
1. Maintain a peaceful relationship with your parents.
2. Continue to work.
3. Waiting for the resolution of the military service issue.
4. Keep entertained, try to maintain a good mood, continue to seek medical treatment, and don’t take everything personally.
5. Forgive yourself and others.
To paraphrase a human teacher: "Unfortunately, most people lack self-awareness. You have to remember this because you will meet them again in the future. You will meet them again every year in the future."
Whether it is me, my parents, my colleagues, my guests, my doctors, my superiors, neighboring soldiers, or passers-by, they are all people who lack self-awareness.
So other people are hell. This is our destiny.
All I know is that rent and living expenses are very expensive outside, and I have to live as a parasite at home in order to survive. So it was even more important to obey my parents’ ideas.
But I don’t know how long a relationship like this can last, I really don’t.
I originally wanted to take the clerkship exam, but now I think it was a foolish dream.
In fact, slippers and guava are nothing more than sesame seeds and mung beans, so don’t worry about them.
The real point is that water, electricity, food, Internet fees and other expenses related to basic human survival and entertainment are all paid by my parents.
Thinking about it this way, my dad just doesn't want to buy me slippers or a guava, and that's not a problem at all.
It’s just me who is mediocre and unsatisfied!
