I repeatedly listen to music from the past (Honeyworks, songs from 2010-2019), but no matter how hard I try, I can't recapture the feelings from my memories. It wasn't until later that I realized my state of mind had changed. Regardless of how I listen to the old songs, the initial excitement won't come back. Any attempt to recreate the past is futile. No matter how many times I listen to old songs, it's like listening to a completely different song each time, and the feelings are entirely different from when I first heard that song ten years ago because the temporal context has changed completely. I shouldn't be sad about not being able to relive the past. I can treat old songs as if they were new and embrace the concept of "ever new." Like a poem that is chewed over and over again, I can always find new insights in them.
