I know you think I got it all figured out 'cus
你或許會覺得我好像什麼煩惱都沒有
I walk around like my head's in the clouds but
只因我經常四處閒晃 一副心不在焉的樣子
I'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out of his head
在我的內心深處 我依然是那個需要傾訴想法的小男孩
I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen and
真希望你能看見我被痛苦糾纏不已的那面
All of the times I spent being not me
多數時候活得不像自己的那面
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head
暗自期待你能理解 我不是那種每天無憂無慮的人
'Cus I don't know
因為我真的不知道
The perfect road to go down
有哪條可以通向「放過自己」的道路
but I know
但我只明白一件事
I'm trying my best
我盡力了
I'm trying my best to be okay
盡力讓自己看起來不這麼狼狽
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
即便我這麼努力了 可是每天還是過得好艱難
And I'm holding my breath
所以我還在苦撐著
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
直到做好心理準備的那天到來
All of the words I wanna say
那些我想鼓起勇氣說出的話
From my heart
皆發自於我的真心
If you really wanted I could let you inside
如果你願意的話 我可以對你敞開心扉
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
我獨自承受了許久 已經沒有什麼祕密好隱藏的了
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws
倘若我向你訴說內心的話 你會相信我滿是缺點的真面目嗎
Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
現在也許是時候拉上窗簾了
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
說出內心裡不曾對他人分享的故事
I let it out so I unburden my soul I won't stop
我選擇大聲說出來 不再替自己增添無故的負擔
'Cus I don't know
因為我真的不知道
The perfect road to go down
有哪條可以通向「放過自己」的道路
but I know
但我只明白一件事
I'm trying my best
我盡力了
I'm trying my best to be okay
盡力讓自己看起來不這麼狼狽
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
即便我這麼努力了 可是每天還是過得好艱難
And I'm holding my breath
所以我還在苦撐著
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
直到做好心理準備的那天到來
All of the words I wanna say
那些我想鼓起勇氣說出的話
From my heart
皆發自於我的真心
I'm trying my best
我盡力了
I'm trying my best to be okay
盡力讓自己看起來不這麼狼狽
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
即便我這麼努力了 可是每天還是過得好艱難
And I'm holding my breath
所以我還在苦撐著
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
直到做好心理準備的那天到來
All of the words I wanna say
那些我想鼓起勇氣說出的話
From my heart
皆發自於我的真心
你已經盡力了,別忘記適時讓自己休息一下,才有力氣繼續走下去。