私のせいだ、そうじゃないのかい？
Isn't it all of my fault ?
這全也是我的錯
Isn't it all of my fault ?
這全也是我的錯
It is all my fault
這全也是我的錯
這全也是我的錯
あぁ。。。ほら，また間違えたじゃん？これで何度？
哈?看啊?怎麼又搞錯?這次是第幾次了呢
Oh...Look, how I messed up again ? For how many times already?
哈?看啊?怎麼又搞錯?這次是第幾次了呢
Oh...Look, how I messed up again ? For how many times already?
Sis! You got it wrong again! You mixed up sugar and salt once again !
姐姐！又是這樣！把砂糖和鹽搞錯啦！
姐姐！又是這樣！把砂糖和鹽搞錯啦！
親愛的女士：
校方就貴女兒的學習表現撰本信，我們的老師發現貴小女可能在短期記憶和閱讀上面臨某種困難。駐校的心理醫生，已經就狀況對校方反映協助學生的可行的方案。我們已經安排了相應的措施協助她的學習，並希望家長亦能知會貴女兒現在的情況
校方就貴女兒的學習表現撰本信，我們的老師發現貴小女可能在短期記憶和閱讀上面臨某種困難。駐校的心理醫生，已經就狀況對校方反映協助學生的可行的方案。我們已經安排了相應的措施協助她的學習，並希望家長亦能知會貴女兒現在的情況
Dear madam,
We are writing to notify you on behalf of your daughter's performance in class.Our teacher found out that she was having a hard time reading and memorising. Our in-school psychologist has already advised us to help her learn. In such a condition, we have already arranged special assistance for her. And we would also like her parents to be aware of the situation.
We are writing to notify you on behalf of your daughter's performance in class.Our teacher found out that she was having a hard time reading and memorising. Our in-school psychologist has already advised us to help her learn. In such a condition, we have already arranged special assistance for her. And we would also like her parents to be aware of the situation.
為了您，我什麼事也可以做
Anything for you, my dear
Anything for you, my dear
あなたは，私のためなら，何でもできる，いつでもありがとうございました
您為了我，無論怎樣的代價也肯付出，一直以來很感謝您
您為了我，無論怎樣的代價也肯付出，一直以來很感謝您
Thank you for everything, as you did everything for me and never asked what it cost
請你原諒我
Please forgive me
Please forgive me
我真的很對不起
I am terribly sorry
I am terribly sorry
抱歉
Sorry
Sorry
そんな不器用で，本當にごめんなさい
Shamed for being useless, I am really sorry for everything
這麼沒用，我真的很自愧
Shamed for being useless, I am really sorry for everything
這麼沒用，我真的很自愧
媽媽？
Mom ?
Mom ?
愛されているから，私は，大丈夫よ
実はしてもいいよ，きっと許してあげる
Knowing that I was loved, I am happy with it
Even if you did it, I will still be happy so, I will forgive you no matter what
因為知道被愛著，我是沒問題的
其實真的要做也沒關係，反正我會原諒您的
実はしてもいいよ，きっと許してあげる
Knowing that I was loved, I am happy with it
Even if you did it, I will still be happy so, I will forgive you no matter what
因為知道被愛著，我是沒問題的
其實真的要做也沒關係，反正我會原諒您的
あなたなら
Because it is you
因為是您
因為是您
We promised !
我們可約定了！
我們可約定了！
為了您，我什麼事也做得出
Anything just for you, no matter what it is, my dear
Anything just for you, no matter what it is, my dear
いつでも迷惑をおかけての私，何度も許してあげるのあなた
一直以來只會給您添麻煩的我，還有一直以來也體諒著我的您
The trouble-maker of me, that you always embrace
一直以來只會給您添麻煩的我，還有一直以來也體諒著我的您
The trouble-maker of me, that you always embrace
ごめんなさい，私，何でもできないで
I am really sorry, I never done anything for you, yet without you, I could not do anything
真的很對不起，我未曾為你做過什麼，沒有你，我也什麼也做不到
I am really sorry, I never done anything for you, yet without you, I could not do anything
真的很對不起，我未曾為你做過什麼，沒有你，我也什麼也做不到
いつでも優しくて，ありがとう
Thank you for always being this kind
無論什麼時候也這麼溫柔，很感謝您
Thank you for always being this kind
無論什麼時候也這麼溫柔，很感謝您
I am sorry
晚安了，媽媽
Good night, mom
Good night, mom
さよなら
Goodbye
再見了
Within the flesh which lies on the long bed, which dips toward the shadow of chaos and peace was absent from
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes
One day, I will be killed by myself
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes
One day, I will be killed by myself
When did I forgot to remember to forget ?
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root
However, if I really wanted to
I can answer those ramblings
As easy as conducting an experiment
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root
However, if I really wanted to
I can answer those ramblings
As easy as conducting an experiment
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
"This is all your fault"
"This is all my fault"
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed
I have already gone crazy and mad
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself
"It is alright"
And it became alright for me
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path
Though, does it matter anymore ?
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after
Am I the weird one here?
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me
Am I the wrong one here?
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back
I have already lost it all
"This is all my fault"
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed
I have already gone crazy and mad
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself
"It is alright"
And it became alright for me
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path
Though, does it matter anymore ?
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after
Am I the weird one here?
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me
Am I the wrong one here?
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back
I have already lost it all
Still, the cloudy memory tells me the same story every night
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad
Days without worry and doubts
Times that are as pure as crystal clear
I was happy before
And on that day, when the light went off
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then
There was someone who love me
Taught me unconditional love
She was strong, kind and lovely
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad
Days without worry and doubts
Times that are as pure as crystal clear
I was happy before
And on that day, when the light went off
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then
There was someone who love me
Taught me unconditional love
She was strong, kind and lovely
And her smile was warm like the sun
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
Yet her hands were cold that morning
在最接近平安也是最接近瘋狂的器官
裏頭住了一隻蠻不講理的怪物
流著冰冷的血
它正是和理性作對的想法
「反正結果不會改變」
我在打一場毫無勝算的仗
而這個對手日益壯大的同時
堅持下去的決心也在漸漸消逝
理所當然地
反抗著的愚者總有一天會被之殺死吧
不再期望與作夢的原因是什麼時候忘記的呢
「沒有了生存意義的話
我還是我嗎」
如此類推的自我質疑在心中多不勝數
只是質疑若能得到解答
我也不需要淪落到這等瘋狂
這是一道不可能解答的問題
因為自相矛盾
是矛和盾的偽命題
雖則如此
消極的心底話
自我厭惡轉化而成的自我質疑
的確可以逆轉回去
彷如化學作用的原理
而在沉思的環境下
一靜下來
當情緒沉澱下來
一切也會變得清晰
源於森林的聲音
它們在說什麼
它們的每一言每一語
「這全都是你的錯」
「這全都是我的錯」
其實不難發現
自己為什麼一直在為難自己
瘋了
我早已瘋了
我的思維早已被創傷侵佔
我無法分辨什麼選擇能夠拯救自己
抑或是兩者之間有什麼分別
黑和白
生和死
正義不正義
反正是一樣
結果會是一樣
反正無論怎選擇
結局也只會有一個
我這樣想法奇怪嗎
還是說這樣子想才正常
才合乎理論
畢竟命運和自由只有一者可以存在
而我確實是瘋了
記得那時
在我還沒有瘋掉的時候
簡單不過的日子
在我還未擁抱無知的時候
我曾經幸福過
然後那天來了
連冬天和夏天也判斷不到
究竟錯的是我
還是錯在這個夏天會下雪的世界
我會說大概是太寒冷的問題
記得
曾經有一個為我不惜一切的人
她是這麼溫柔這麼堅強
是這麼溫暖
她的笑容
她的懷抱在記憶中如此深刻
只是醒來後身體有點僵冷了
達人
