Same ceiling, different day, oh
躺在床上盯著同樣的天花板 虛度一日又一日
I'm awake, so
整日保持清醒 卻毫無動力起身
Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again
又一次地浪費大半時間在手機上
Same Lucky Charms in the same bowl
看著碗裡一成不變的幸運符麥片
Look for rainbows
尋找其中的一線彩虹
But all the colors just go gray in the end
但碗裡所有色彩如同我的世界般轉(zhuǎn)為灰暗
Wish I could say, wish I could say
好希望我能隨性地說出
That this won't last forever
「安啦，這過一陣子就會好了」
But every day, but every day
但隨著日子一天天的過去
It never seems to get better
似乎永遠(yuǎn)都不會好了
I hate myself but I don't want to
我痛恨自己的人生 但我不願就此屈服
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
內(nèi)心想要有人拉我一把 可我卻在大家面前故作堅強
I got some feelings I've been fighting
自己獨自與心魔奮鬥
Always hiding the truth
默默隱藏起真實脆弱的我
I hate myself but I don't want to
我痛恨自己的軟弱 但我不想選擇妥協(xié)
Friends say that I'm dramatic
朋友們都說我太浮誇
That I'm acting
只不過在無病呻吟
Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again
是啊 我只是在尋求大家的「關(guān)注」而已
I never thought that this would happen
從沒想過這種事會發(fā)生在我身上
Kind of sad when
心裡滿溢說不出的孤獨
When all you got is just a voice in your head
僅有腦海中的負(fù)面聲音陪伴著我
Wish I could say, wish I could say
好希望我能隨性地說出
That this won't last forever
「安啦，這過一陣子就會好了」
But every day, but every day
但隨著日子一天天的過去
It never seems to get better
似乎永遠(yuǎn)都不會好了
I hate myself but I don't want to
我痛恨自己的人生 但我不願就此屈服
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
內(nèi)心想要有人拉我一把 可我卻在大家面前故作堅強
I got some feelings I've been fighting
自己獨自與心魔奮鬥
Always hiding the truth
默默隱藏起真實脆弱的我
I hate myself but I don't want to
我痛恨自己的軟弱 但我不想選擇妥協(xié)
I hate myself but I don't want to
我痛恨自己的無力 但我不想放棄抵抗
I don't wanna live my life like this
我不想要這樣的生活
Going through the motions
成天渾渾噩噩地度日
I don't wanna live my life like this
我不需要這樣的生活
Always feeling broken
成天行屍走肉般生活
I hate myself but I don't want to
我痛恨自己的人生 但我不願就此屈服
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
內(nèi)心想要有人拉我一把 可我卻在大家面前故作堅強
I got some feelings I've been fighting
自己獨自與心魔奮鬥
Always hiding the truth
默默隱藏起真實脆弱的我
I hate myself but I don't want to
我痛恨自己的軟弱 但我不想選擇妥協(xié)
I hate myself but I don't want to
我痛恨自己的無力 但我不想放棄抵抗
I hate myself but I don't want to
我痛恨自己的人生 但我不願就此屈服
I hate myself but I don't want to
我真的好痛恨我自己 但我不想要永遠(yuǎn)過著這樣的生活
